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Message from: Alice ,09 Feb 06

Subject: My best friend has died

my best friend racheal died on december 2005
i went 2 counciling at school and they gave me this website.
i cant sleep in my own room i just have dreams about racheal. i start crying in class beacuse i just think about her. she used say i bet we will still be best friends when were about 20years old we still will be but she wont be a live, she died when she was 10years old.
i have read all the messages on the message board and i dont think any of u will be able 2 help me coz u dont know how close i was 2 racheal was 2 me.
we never fell out once and im not just sayin that she was my best friend and she will be 4eva and eva!
we did everything 2gether. have u got a best friend? think about if they died.
u wouldnt want 2 live anymore because they will never be in ur life again
and there under the groung rottin because u dont belive in heaven anymore because god has taken ur best friend away from u.
this is how i feel

Subject: I know

hi
i know you dont think any1 knows how u feel but i do. i lost my best m8 a year ago and i stil cry in skool.he ment everything to me.wen he died i wldnt eat,sleep. and i know there is no possible way to express ur feelins. and i also didnt want to make any frends in case they die and i get even more hurt or if i died-i wldnt want to cause any1 the pain i felt. and i also know u think time wont help but i swear it does.its ok to cry-better 2 cry than to bottle it up,thats wat i did.
how old r u? im 12 and no matter how old u r i am here 4 u 100%.
all the best. Kat.

Subject: time will heal the pain

Hi, i lost my best mate in a car crash nearly 2 and a half years ago when we were both 12years old. It would have been her 13th birthday 3days later. I am now 15 and i still think about her every day but trust me things do get easier. Your best friend will be looking down on you from heaven all the time and just think, she wouldn't want you to feel sad or angry, she will want you to be happy, make new friends. That doesn't mean you have to forget about her because even if you tried you never would. Just look to the future and live your life to the full just keep your memories of your friendship and if it helps when you really feel low perhaps you could visit her grave, write a letter to her or a poem maybe keep a memory box of all the the photos and memories that remind you of her. I hope i've helped and if you ever need to talk you can, you too Kat. Take care both of you x