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message no. 750
| Message from: Carly,
25 July 05 |
| Subject: MY MAM
DIED
ON MARCH 14TH 2000 5 YEARS AGAO I LOST MY MAM. SHE WAS AN ALCHOLIC
AND SHE COULD NOT CONTROL WHAT SHE DID.NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT
A DONT THINK ABOUT HER AND HOW MUCH A MISS ND LOVE HER.I HAD TO
MOVE IN WITH MY NANA BECAUSE IF I HAD NOT THEN A WOULD OF BEEN
PUT INTO CARE.I MISS HER SO MUCH AND I DONT KNOW HOW I HAVE COPTED
THESE PASSED 5 YEARS BUT I HAVE BECAUSE I KNEW THAT I HAD THINGS
TO LOOK FORWARD TO AND THAT I HAD PEOPLE AROUND ME THAT LOVED
ME. SOME DAYS ARE EASIER THEN OTHERS BUT THEN THERE ARE SOME DAYS
WHERE A THINK WHAT IS THE POINT IN LIVING.I GO TO BED EVERY NIGHT
WITH HER ON MY MIND AND EVERY DAY WHEN A GET UP. A MISS HER SO
SO MUCH BUT A NO THAT NOTHING IS GOING TO BRING HER BACK SO I
JUST HAVE TO GET ON WITH MY LIFE
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