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Message from: sinead , 27 June 05

Subject: my mum

my mum died 8 yrs ago when i was 7. i dont remember crying, i think i was kinda numb. as time went by, it did get easier, although i missed mum i didnt think about her all the time. recently tho, its just hit me like a ton of bricks, she's rly gone n there's no bringing her bk. it hurts so much, i go from frustration to anger to crying my eyes out. i feel so alone. i've got no-one to talk to. i think i'm depressed and i need some advice but i don't know where to turn. sometimes i just want to go to sleep to escape, in the morning i'm rly upset that i'm awake and have to face the pain all over again. does anyone else feel like this? please get back to me cos i feel like i'm alone in the world.
luv sinead xxx

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hi sinead. im so sorry about the loss of your mum, i have no idea what that is like. my nana died last christmas and ever since my life has totally changed. i first couldnt cope and now i feel angry at myself for managing to cope. i feel i shudn't be alowed to cope and my life is shatterin around me. all the upset i felt at christmas has all started coming back, and its afecting evrything i do and say. im scared of doing something so stupid and that no1 will understand me. im sorry i cant really answer your question but have u eva felt like im feelin?
love reanna xxx