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Message from: Denis, 07 June 05

Subject: My mum died of cancer

3 months ago my mum died of cancer. Me and my mum were very close. I went everywhere with her. I hate going school because i wasn't going to be with my mum. I have read some peoples messages and they think they got it bad. You try the last word your mum say to you was she didn't love you because mymum said that but I know that she did love me and she always will. Everyone who is in the same boat as me and feels like killing themselves, DON'T because your dad or other family need YOU!!!

Subject:Your mum died of cancer...

And my mum has cancer. Every day I have to prepare myself for day ahead, thinking in a month's time she won't be here to do this for me. I've thought about what I'd do when she dies, and I thought about suicide, but I know that's not the way foward, I know there are people who need me here with them, especially my older brothers who have behavioural disorders. Thanks for highlighting the issue that people do need us, it's important that people realise that. Thanks!

Subject: wow

Just taut id drop u a line to say thanks n tell u that ur mam must be so proud of you for being so strong. My mam died nearly 3yrs ago to cancer to. I think about suicide all the time. Yhank you for ur message. And keep up the strength. x