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Message from: liss, 24 Jan 05

Subject: my nan

In 2003 my nan dies. i was really close to her and visited her every weekend. at first it was f9 until it sunk in and it got harder each day. i would sit and cry or make myslef ill. but then i made a memory box. it helped but i still feel quite down.

Subject:My Granddad

Hi. I nearly 14. And last year on the 27th January he had cancer. It is a year ago. I just can't stop crying. My virthday is 31st January. On my birthday I got a phone call from him, wishing me happy birthgday. He died in March and that is also nearly a year. I can't stop crying I miss him so much. It is now getting to much. In someways I wish he was still here suffering. Does that sound jealous? But in others I am glad to see that he is not suffering. I miss him so much that words can not describe. My grandma is not the same anymore. She starts crying and when I try and comfort her she pushes me away. I feel so lost. What can I do. Please help.

Subject:papa died

cat i now what your going though my grandad died 1 november last year from cancer which we only found out about 4 weeks befor he died. i dont like to think about it then i feel gulity for not thinking about him.if you get what i mean.when i do think about him i cant srtop crying.i just want him back.i find it realy hard to talk about and look at pictures.i wanted to try and get incontact with him but i dont realy want to get involved with bouards etc.i hope in time it well get better.(it best do) kate

Subject:Grandad

To Liss, Cat & Kate,
Sorry to hear about your Grandads - my Grandad has cancer & now only has a few days to live - my Dad died of cancer a couple of years ago & it is very hard watching my Gramp deteriorate in the same way. Some days I cry lots, most days I feel I want to cry & can't. It's very hard, & at the moment I'm just keeping my phone with me waiting for news, so I'm always on edge. Keep posting,

Subject:grandad

iam so sorry to hear that ! i found it very hard well i still do but i no my grandad wouldnt want me to get depressed about it but still its very hard.i only found out 2 weeks be4 my grandad died.its not very nice to see sum1 go down in that amount of time.i couldnt stand it at the end . keep postin!katex