| Subject: Why?
My Dad died just over 2 years ago of a sudden heart attack. I
went out one morning in June to come back to him gone. People
say it becomes easier to cope, and i can see where they come from.
I mean i have good days.. but my bad days seem to be really bad.
When i have a bad day, i feel guilty that i have been happy, that
i shouldnt be happy i fell guilty for going out and having a good
time. N im forever scared to do things thinking " what would
dad think.. i cant do that"... does n e one else feel like
this? or is it just me? message bak chas x
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| Subject:reply to your mesage
hiya chas
I thought i would reply to your message because I feel the same
i lost my mum 19 months ago now to a vey sudden brain hemorage.
I know what you mean about the good days and the bad days and
feeling guilty for being happy coz i feel like that to. But just
coz your happy it doesnt mean you're not missin them. It will
be there in your heart for the rest of your life and will never
go away, but like you say people say it gets easier and i agree
with you that it does and i am glad someone else feels the same
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Subject:abbie
hey there,
i am crushed to hear of your loss, i lossed my mum to cancer 9/8/04
and ur pain must be just as bad as mine, and i know how u feel
bout people in skool not understanding, sometimes i envy them
for it seems that they have a perfect life, no pain or sorrow,
but then i realise that there is no reason to be envious, i was
blessed with my mum and i couldnt have had a better mum and knowing
that i had her, leaves no room for envy, for she is unnreplacable
and unbeatable by any standards! im sure all goes the same for
your family, they truly were wondeerful people, truth! like my
mum and izzy's family, you were so lucky to have them, be thankful,
and not regretful for the time u had with them, nothing is your
fault, its just the world does some pretty screwed up things to
us sometimes wich hurt us and make us regret things and makes
us believe things were our fault, but your families love you and
always will, no matter what you do, you will always be the most
important thing to them, and they to you, remember that.
all love,
matt xxxxxxxx
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