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message no. 374
| Message from: (anon), 21 June
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| Subject: My mums
gone
My mum died three years ago, she died of her liver packing up.
Because of alcohol. I miss her so much and i dont feel able to
cope. I am always so depressed and low.
I feel more ad when i see people with there mums, i not it sounds
horrible but i have my dad but its just not enough. As me and
my mum were so close.
I wasnt allowed to go to the hospital when she was dying so i
couldnt she her and say goodbye. But as she was dying she was
calling out my name. And i find it so hard.
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| Reply from: Hannah |
Subject : Mum
Its so hard losing a mum to alcoholism.. my mum died 13/12/08... Iv just turned 17 and the firsts are the hardest, christmas, bdays, anniversarys, exams. i terrified of the future without her, never being able to talk to her again, hearing her voice, hugs. I spent the last month with my mum while i watched her die in hospital..day in day out watching her slowly losing her breath. if i had a choice now i would never have gone to the hospital so i could have remebered the way she was b4. Its now affecting me more than ever now she has gone. i would do anything to have her back, drinking or not. so sorry to hear about your mum too ...it happens way to often, should never happen. ly x
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