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Message from: Sasha, 07 June 04

Subject: My Best Friend Died

I just wanted to say that i need your comforting words so you can help me a bit. I lost my best friend, he had a brain bleed. No one will ever treat me the way he did, he was so happy and loved me so much, he kept repeating it and repeating it, he would always put on his MSN name "Sasha tell me when your online!" "Sorry i couldnt talk to you yesterday, i was really busy". I dont think theres ever a time where i didnt smile when i was talking to him and when my friend told me he died, i was numb and cried myself to sleep. He would always wait for me to come visit him in Sweden (where he was from) he moved to Sweden, so i wasnt able to talk to him. I miss him.

Subject:My best friend died!

HI Sasha,

He knew you loved him too. He's always with you, he just can't talk back. Still talk to him, even if you just think it. I know it sounds stupid, but I find it helps to think that they are watching over you and they know what you feel inside. Sometimes you can feel angry that they left you, but they know that's only because you loved them so much. Its ok that you didn't see him, it doesn't change how you, or him for that matter felt! Keep ya chin up babe. x