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message no. 1978
| From: Meg |
Subject Boyfriend died in a car crash
My boyfriend died in a car crash nearly 2 years ago. he was on a football trial in Germany at the time and i rang him 2 ask him to come home early because i was having a hard time. He was killed in a drink drive accident on the way to the airport and i still blame myself although i know it wasn't my fault at all.
when he died i was 14 and he was 16 we had been together for 6months but i was so in love with him he was my rock and helped me through all the problems i was having at home.
I didnt go to his funeral because i was young and scared and about what would happen and about crying infront of everyone, now i really wish i had gone because i never had a chance to say goodbye because i wasn't allowed to go to Germany to see his body either.
when he died everyone else walked out of my life including my parents who acted like i was no longer their daughter so i've had to cope with this all on my own i know how had it can be and even though i'm still struggling i can help anyone who needs it.
i've just had my 16th birthday and it scares me that very soon i'm going to b older then he ever was and it's really upsetting cause he could have made something amazing out of his life.
I take every day as it comes and i'm trying to move on and make something better out of my life. But i still feel so lost and afraid of everything I'm starting college in a few weeks which is something he didn't experience much of and i'm determined to make something good come out of it.
One thing that i've found really helpful is making a memory box which i have just started to do, it's helping me to contain all my feelings about him.
I miss you so much C i will never forget u! xxxx
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| Reply from: Kate |
Reply : Hey sorry to hear about your boyfriend! :(
Can tell you loved him alot and he was the world to you, and i bet you were to him aswell!
I lost my boyfriend 2 months ago to cancer, although its not the exact same sittuation but i still know how you feel about loosing a boyfriend, although you feel guilty for going to college when he didnt get the chance you cant dwel on it, just look at is as your going to college for him to make him proud and live his life for him!
Take care xxx
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| Reply from: carla |
Subject : loosing your boyfriend
heya chick im sorry to hear about ur boyfriend my boyfriend died in a car acciedent to when i was 6 months pregnant with our first child i now have a beatiful baby boy called jayden hu is now nearly one years old and he lokks so much like my boyfriend but it does get easier babe but u never forget them xxx write bak love carla and jay x
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| Reply from: nana |
Subject : boyfriend
hey.. i lost my boyfriend too.. to a fatal bike accident.. we were both juz 20.. and there still hasnt been a day i spent without crying over him.. its been almost a yr
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| Reply from: jayde |
Subject : i lost my boyfriend too
heya chick i lost my boyfriend on the 18th September 2008 its heart brakeing i was only seein him for 4 months but i love him he died of a brain hemeradge when herd he was in hospital i imediatly thought he crashed is motorbike but i was wrong i learn you just have to stay strong and not do anything to harm yourself.
loveee jayde xx
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